Waiting On You!

I don't talk about just anyone, neither do I let out the fact that I am missing you or waiting for you seems obvious. Your name 'chukuchuku' is the password  for some official documents we both share.

The love I know I will have for you is going to be so powerful, I have already imagined how attentive I will be to ALL your needs.

 

I have made plans for all the cities of the world I want to show you, I have made plans for all the things we will create together.

 

I cannot wait to show you off to everyone and say that is my...

 

I know you are going to be awesome. I know I will be so proud of you when you accomplish all you want to do in life.

 

Truth is, I don't fret or worry about you like everybody else around me. I know you will come!

 

You are smiling at me, I can feel it. I already feel your love even though you are nowhere in sight. But like your name implies, you are noble.

 

You are not Faith talk, you are not my fantasy, you are real. 'Realer' than the air I breathe now even though I cannot feel you.

 

No one will love you like I will. No one will protect you like I will. No one will be firm with you like I will be. No one will tell you the truth more than I will.

 

I promise that I will always give you Truth & Love

 

I will be your rock, I will be your human strength, I will pray for you, I will hold you when you are blue, nothing will touch you through me.

 

Everything I do is for you. All of the sleepless nights, all of what I have endured is for you.

 

I know you will be just too good to be true.

 

I am already blessed with the wealth of knowing you will come. There is NOTHING anyone can say different.

 

My Joy, My love, My heartbeat, My deliciousness, My everything!

 

No matter how long it takes my darling, I will be waiting for you.

HEY BABY!

Ok, I admit it, I miss you

Maybe a little too much,

I probably haven’t said it often,

To avoid being tagged desperate

You’re the guy all my love quotes and poems are about

This inclusive

Thinking of you right now,

My heart grieves, crawling into my self absorbed shell

All I think about is you,

Yes, we argue but still we talk and make up

Yes, we fight but still we kiss and hug

In all the falls of love, we laugh and smile,

Wanting to wake up each morning in your arms

Comforted by your oddness, and

Seduced by your knowledge of my ways

I’m sick of crying, even though I’m smiling

Inside I’m dying, yet I’m still trying

Give me a chance to care for you again,

Let me once again be the one you share your “moments” with

Let me be the one you come back to,

Cos with me is where you’d call home.

-posh

Xoxo...muaah

I MISS FALLING IN LOVE

I miss "falling" in love. The blood rush, the racing heart-beat, butterflies on a wild roller-coaster in your belly. Double checking your makeup is on point. Having the right underwear on at all times (just in case;). Having "your"song. Mushy love songs on replay... 

Unexplained smiles; smiling at your phone, smiling at the Laptop, smiling absently at someone random (but you know the smile isn't meant for them) reminiscent giggles, giving him a special pet name... 

Late night chatting, double checking and rewording your messages, double checking it delivered, then monitoring how many seconds it takes for a reply to come in. Laughing out loud in bed to his reply...

Practicing sexy stripper dance moves in front of the mirror imagining he's your audience. Taking forever to pick out an outfit because you are dressing up for only him. Asking him what hair style to do so he knows you look this good 'FOR HIM'... 

Actually holding hands when you walking the shortest distance because it just comes naturally, letting him open doors for you, tell you what to do, seeking his opinion, his advice. Holding hands and stealing kisses in the cinema through the entire movie. Playing footsie under the table at restaurants...

Gazing at his lips when talking, shape of his eyebrows, his nose, cheeks, skin, gazing deep into eyes. Listening to his laugh, familiarizing yourself with his unique scent, knowing his favorite cologne.  Watching him sleep, smelling him. Praying for him... 

I miss falling in love.   

-Posh

Xoxo da_diva

FALLING IN LOVE: Part 2

‘f you make me fall in love with you

Please don’t say you were not warned

For as I fall, I’ll break some bones

Lame in love to rise no more.

 

Start to count the cost

For it will take the world

To talk me out a jot

Of making you my world

 

Please don’t leave your heart ajar

Not even slightly, please be warned

For like a bandit, I will barge in

To build a wall across that door

 

Get a court letter

 But it will take forever

To pull me out an inch

Of loving you for ever

 

 

Don’t lead me on please I’m pleading

If you don’t need a second skin

For like the dusk chases the dawn

I will, till our shadows become one.

 

Run with a thousand feet

Fly with a thousand wings

But I’ll have to lose my sight

To lose you from my sight

 

-Posh 

Xoxo butterflies ):

FALLING IN LOVE

Sometimes we fall, we just fall

    With no reason and no cause

Simply because standing still is            plain ordinary

But each time, I choose You

    To fall for You, 

To fall in love with You

    Yet this thrill of falling, untimely met with a crushing reality at the bottom 

    My fragile encasement, some what broken

Peeling my once flawless exterior 

I sob, I nag, I even rant 

Then I remember, 

    I could keep falling forever,

In love with You

    The thrill You bring

The sudden rush of adrenalin 

    The repeated skips in my heart

Outweighs it all, 

     ‘Cos You first loved me

And, I’ve always known You          outweigh these all.

-Posh

Xoxo Kisses